For The Love I May Never Have

 

 It has been a while since I entered my post. My apology for some who sent their email and manifested their regular visit to this site. Bear with me please. In time, i will be able regularly update my blog


 Here is my latest poem, I hope you like it:

 

In the stillness of the night you hunt my dreams

Feeling every contour of your body

As you push me to the edge of my sanity

And take me to the abyss of ecstasy

As the sun rises you hunt my memory

Clinging to that kiss you left to me

Longed  for you to be here with me

And how it would be to share this life with thee

But alas, our distance overwhelming

Our challenges overbearing

As life has to take its own course

In the sea full of uncertainties

I may not lay my eyes on you anymore

I may not have the chance to love you anymore

But the memory you left will remain

As I walk in the journey of uncertainties

Here is for the helpless romantics out there

Have a nice day every one

 

The Priest

Sunday is family day. For me and my son, this is the day when we buy sitsirya, put the tv to high volume...slouch..and watch dvd as we exchange thoughts about what we are watching.. Today, we watch "The Priest".

 

My Menu fo my son

My son is hooked sa graham biscuit for his dessert but hey, baka maumay naman siya kung paulit-ulit na lang. Iba naman....how about buko salad.

 

 

 

My Menu fo my son

Sunday and my menu for my son today is:

Kaldereta

The Dream of Love

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Every one falls in love. Sometimes, things turned out great. However, things do not always turn out great. Even rose has its thorn, so to speak. As love can be sweet, it can also turn out to be sour.

On a quiet time, words and phrases are formed.

I was sitting by the window as I watched the world outside my room. While I was on my quiet time, this poem was written.

I hope you like it.


From a deep slumber
My heart awakens
My senses shaken
Mesmerized by the seduction of thy love

These feet of mine became so light
This heart sings such melodic song
This soul began to yearn
 ….. of you and me forever in this dream land.

This world once black and white
And you were like a pen…
  As you moved this life from plain white
  Unto the colorful shades of rainbow

This heart rested in your love
Allowed all my defenses down
As I held unto the trance of your words
And succumb unto the sweetness of your embrace

Bu lo, even roses has its thorns
The waves of the sea is not always lovely
Love is not always sweet
And life is not always fair

Sharp blade penetrated through this heart
Sea of tears shed from these eyes
As my soul fell unto the endless pit..
    Trapped unto the agony of shattered hopes

I woke up from a dream
And opened my eyes to see a nightmare
As I realized that the sweet, sweet love
  Is gone as it is only but phantasm and a ....dream of love.

It is said that love is endurance and pain is part of love. Some say that it is better to have loved and lost than had not loved at all. What ever we say about love, one thing is certain. Love is such a strong emotion that it moves even the toughest of us all.

Have a great day, every one

Many faces and poses of Shirley Aguas

Sometimes, i want to pose in front of the camera, or in front of the web cam on this case.  Vanity as it may seem, feels nice to see different poses of yourself, right?

Soo many poses and different faces of me :-)

This Uncomplicated Life of Mine

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It is a common notion that a woman will not be complete without a mate. Hence, a single woman approaching her mid life is usually faced with pressure from friends and family to go ahead and get her man. It is as if her life is at doom if she choose otherwise. In a way, it is true that a man and a family life completes a woman. After all, we are conditioned on that line of thinking. But then, however true this may seem, being a complete woman does not necessarily mean having a mate alone. Being complete and contented all boils down to being in touch with our inner selves. It is being a peace with our selves, be it a woman or a man for that matter.

I wrote this poem and hope that you like it.


As the shade and warmth of the tree from the distance invites me, I can not help but to feel a certain tingle in my heart. I felt that song in my heart.


As the seduction of solitude enfolds..
I closed my eyes with sheer emotion
My every being settled in joyous warmth
As I am welcomed by bracing embrace


As the gust of wind touches my skin
A quivering sensation awaken my every senses
As I gaze to the marvel of the clouds above..
I felt my heart singing a melodic hymn


My lips utter no lyrics
My mind composes no song..
But my every being sings a song..
A song sang deep within this soul


Lo, nothing so extraordinary..
Not even a shed of romance comes to me
No earthly fortune to humor me
Lo,  nothing so extraordinary


My life is but so simple
As a song goes, it is but a plain white paper
So white with no ink of complication
So dull with no color of adventure


My life has been but full of trials.
In fact, had not been kind at all
People are not always tame
And fortune seemed to be so afar.


However  my life came to be
The rhythm in my heart is real
And I could not find any answer
But one and one alone...


I lived my life with no complication
Tried so damn hard not to trample on anyone..
I can dare look at any ones eyes
And with pride, could dare say "I owe you no debt whatsoever"


And I know deep inside
That if ever I leave this life of mine
I lived and fought that good fight
In this simple and uncomplicated life of mine.



I wrote this poem February, 2011 during my birthday. My son told me that this is my day. As I am not getting any younger i tried to look back and check how I lead my life.  After which, i was able to construct this poem.

Have a great day, my reader. I hope you like my poem.